Thursday, May 19, 2005

Well, I guess the stereotype is true

They say Asians are diligent, but damn, I don't know it was like this. Everytime I go, he's there. No matter where it's at, he's there. This bamma lives all the way out Virginia, but he's always there.

Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I'm talking about Chinaman. That really is his nickname even though he's Filipino (I think). However, when your eyes are already a little slanted and you come to the show high all the time, it's easy to think your from the Far East, but I digress.

It's really funny that the biggest go-go fan I know isn't black. He's also loyal too. I don't think people really comprehend this every show thing. Backyard plays like 6 times a week. He's there at every last one of them. And this bamma pays to get in. Does this man even work? Everybody calls in sick sometimes.

I'm just teasing though, because it's real cool to have a REAL fan like Chinaman. He's a person who's opinion I respect when it comes to go-go. This man has seen them all and if he says they don't crank, then chances are they don't crank. We need more fans like him.

SIX NIGHTS THO???

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Who has faith?

A lot of people have been reading my blog and asking me if I'm okay because I seem so down. Trust me...I'm FINE. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't going through something right now, but I'll make it through it. It's definitely not witnessing the passing of my mother so and if I can get through that, I definitely can get through this.

It's given me a new perspective on things though. You really learned what you need to do, who you need to be, and why it needs to be that way.

The first thing I need to do is develop a closer relationship with God. The next thing I need to do is to complete my transition into manhood.

I need to be my own christian man. I need to do all things for God and through God. I'm not about to claim that I'm going to be perfect. I'm going to make mistakes along the way and I still have some bad habits I need to shake, but I'll do it. I need to be a man for and of God for myself and my family. That way I'll be prepared for anything that comes my way.

It needs to be this way because this is the way it's supposed to be. It took me a while to realize that but going to church and reading the bible has taught me that.

I had been going to Church for a while now, but I hadn't grasped that concept until recently. I had been putting my trust in people and you can do that. It's not their fault, they're just humans, they're not perfect. However, if you trust in God, he will see you through.

That's why I'm so happy now. Through Christ, I'm going to be prepared to handle anything life throws me and that's why right now, I'm ready for anything.