Who has faith?

A lot of people have been reading my blog and asking me if I'm okay because I seem so down. Trust me...I'm FINE. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't going through something right now, but I'll make it through it. It's definitely not witnessing the passing of my mother so and if I can get through that, I definitely can get through this.

It's given me a new perspective on things though. You really learned what you need to do, who you need to be, and why it needs to be that way.

The first thing I need to do is develop a closer relationship with God. The next thing I need to do is to complete my transition into manhood.

I need to be my own christian man. I need to do all things for God and through God. I'm not about to claim that I'm going to be perfect. I'm going to make mistakes along the way and I still have some bad habits I need to shake, but I'll do it. I need to be a man for and of God for myself and my family. That way I'll be prepared for anything that comes my way.

It needs to be this way because this is the way it's supposed to be. It took me a while to realize that but going to church and reading the bible has taught me that.

I had been going to Church for a while now, but I hadn't grasped that concept until recently. I had been putting my trust in people and you can do that. It's not their fault, they're just humans, they're not perfect. However, if you trust in God, he will see you through.

That's why I'm so happy now. Through Christ, I'm going to be prepared to handle anything life throws me and that's why right now, I'm ready for anything.